If you keep to the truth that all is a matter/mass of fact, you will eventually get it.
The ToEaEA is basically this:
1. A part of everything, and thus not about everything.
2. Matter contacting conscious matter
3. A response appearing as visual and/or auditory
1 is what what everything in existence is
2 is the seamless interface where “you” become “aware” of “theory”
3 is what enables the responses of “reading” and “listening”
So 1 has already happened, 2 is what actually happens when 3 is what you believe yourself to be doing right now.
Rays of light
Waves of air
A condition of every thing(s) seamlessly conditioning its/their physical environment within the universal condition of unconditioned force. There is no other theory. They are ontologically and functionally ALL the same, only unique in their idiosynchratic appearence. They are thus ONE appearing as MANY. They are equally true. The difference is that ToEaEA appears as having no pragmatic value to anyone. It appears fundamentally and completely USELESS. That is exactly how it appears to me so no need to argue about that. The response “useless” is also my response. But useless is not what it is, it just appears that way because of a shared conditioning of our thought-responses. Remember, no theory will ever be anything else than A part of everything, and thus not about everything. The uselessness of ToEaEA comes from its denying of agency. The very essence of it is that it cannot be used by anyone because ToEaEA denies the existence of any potential user/agent. Every use of it will be misusing it. If you find it useful, you have missed the point completely. Then you might think, so what’s the bloody point in producing a useless theory??? Of course you must think that. You have not yet understood anything of it and therefore believe that “I” have “produced” it, but if you get it you will immediately see that this is not the case. What you call “producing” is nothing but a certain response in this here organic matter which you believe to be the separate Agent X i.e. “Me”. But that Agent X is not here as you believe him to be. He is obviously here doing this. Denying that is nihilism and nihilism is a curious response that is, on the one hand pretty accurate and to the point, on the other extremely destructive when not properly understood. That is, when a subjective self responds to it, there is massive pessimism, but when I respond, there is massive optimism. That is probably why I find Nietschze so refreshingly true and inspiring. I always laugh out loud when meeting old F. So ToEaEA robs us of all agency and free will. It rips such ideas right out of your mind, and more than that, I rips YOU out of mind. Can you see that?
I am not out of my mind
I am out of mind
I am out
I am mind
… and if the pieces move around , try letting that happen, then you might have the response of “What the heck, “I” am not possible to pin down as either existing or non-existing. What I am is a matter of momentary perspective so… any definition is momentarily true or false. That means I am independent while the definition of I is dependent. Gosh, maybe every religion is right after all, and science too. They just fight over opinions because they cannot understand their understanding correctly. They truly believe, in their opinion, that their opinion is corresponding to objective reality when, in reality, objective reality generates the response of opinion appearing in the responder as done by Self, as an unconditioned product. My oh my, they argue over something as “true/false” while arguing that this “something” is completely “made up” by themselves. Gimme a big break!”.
Well, I am giving you a big break, do you know that? Can’t you see that I’m allowing you a permanent vacation from doing anything? Everything will, as before, be done anyway, but you need not force yourself to do it. You can, just as I do, go to work whenever you so wish. That’s what I’m doing right now. As I write this, there has to be the perspective of “I write this” or it can’t be done. That is rather obvious from ToEaEA, that this writing is an accident conditioned by an Essential, unconditioned force/energy. Without force and a doer, it cannot be done. That is the beautiful consequence of subjectivity, that it enables this/object to behave as if a separate I/subject. So why would anyone be interested in killing the so called “illusory Ego”? The answer is not to flattering for spiritual subjects denying the essential matter of existence. Subjects advocating the suppression, or even annihilating of Ego, do not know that the very “illusion” they detest so much is that which is required, by neccesity, to do anything at all. Confused by ignorance, they make effort to get rid of that which makes delibriate effort possible, and thus they manifest what they detest. Therefore, struggling to find peace of mind is contraproductive. Not that peace of mind is impossible, but because it is not your mind and there is no you to go look for that peace. Mind is what it is, a matter of physical substance responding to other physical substances. The “I” is nothing but such a response. Leave it at that and peace of mind is irrelevant.
Here’s the thing with ToEaEA: It cannot be used by anyone in order to do anything, so it is of no use. It allowes for everything to happen as it happens. What will happen includes, by neccesity, human action as if done by a doer. Can you see that all of theory and philosophy is basically a matter of pragmatism, that “my theory” is a matter of Reality, and that “my theory” inevitably will be refuted or ignored by everyone? Can you imagine anyone who completely gets it to keep from laughing his/her pants off? Can you respond to this? Can you not respond to this? Can you do anything, and if so, who the heck did that???
Buddhanature, responds the thousands of books already out there saying exactly what I’m saying. God, says the Bible and Cosmic Consciousness, says the Hippie. That’s all good and same same, as long as we keep to what the physics department tells us, that the difference between you and the divine is basically a matter of density and velocity. Whatever you do, don’t try inventing something immaterial. Having a ghost in your mind should be enough.